Hello Blog,
It’s been a long day. I miss Kiwi more it seems when I am upset or sad… It’s 2009 there and we are still four hours away from it. I am most so upset over the fact that I am worried that this will somehow go wrong.. actually I am not what I am worried about.
I need a life honestly….
Ever feel like no matter how much you do to be a good person, you some how fail miserably? Ha, me too. I know its a tight Christmas and we are not exchanging gifts, but I don’t know what else do do. How do I honestly not get anything for anyone. I know I will get money in at least two of my Christmas cards… How does this seem fair? Oh thats right, its not.
In other news, Hope is having men issues….. ugh, she can’t make up her mind or rather, the guys worth dating either have someone, aren’t interested, or live in other countries. Wow, maybe Jen was right. “Men are like parking spots, all the good ones are taken, and the rest are handicapped.” In all fairness, I park in handicapped spots, perhaps I should park in one now…
All the people that surround me have “significant others” and it’s Christmas time. Is this destined to be another alone year? Please dear God, don’t let this be the lonely year lol…
I seem to be listening to one song in particular a lot today, reminds me of what kind of man I refuse to go back to…
good night all… listen to the song.
The Trials, tribulations, and triumphs of my life.
